Starting the End

Have you ever felt the need to do more for yourself?

…for the world?

…for a friend?

…for your family?

I know I don’t have the right to ask God for something, but now, i want to ask Him, why did He create us..to have limits…to be useless some point in our lives… Many times, I want to do more of what I can do, He said, that I can do all things through Christ who strenthens me…but sometimes we just can’t.

They said that there can be miracles when you believe. Are there? Sometimes, God has His own ways of showing His miracles, does it happen to everyone? Or just to those who accept Him as their personal Lord and Savior? I often talk to my self as being so blessed, i’m blessed with such nice friends both Christians and not, blessed with a Christian family, and a lot more.

I didn’t ask for any of it…it was just given to me. But what if I have an illness that only a miracle can bring healing?

What if I ask Him now, to send me miracles, to heal me… What if I ask Him that I don’t want to die now? His ways is higher than my ways, His thoughts are greater than our thoughts. He also promised me that if I ask anything in His name, He will answer it.

"Everything happens for a reason", "Things are not always what it seems", "That’s life…"

…a friend of mine told me these lines, is he right? Is this my fate?

I’ve seen this film by Queen Latifah, titled, "Last Holiday", she only had a couple of months left to live, she was diagnosed of a very rare brain disease. What she did was, she withdrew all her money in the bank and gone to places she always wanted to be, ate all the food she always wanted to eat by her favorite chef…to make the long story short, she did all the crazy stuff.

hmmm…i wonder what are the things that I wanna do…

Anyway, I guess our roads end somewhere. Our roads may cross but we always end up somewhere where we couldn’t pull over, where there would be no U Turns nor detours…just  the..END OF THE ROAD.